Plague Journal, In My Hometown?
West Chicago is not my hometown. It does remind me however of the place where I was born, where I grew to adulthood, Durham, North Carolina. Do I bear the traces of where I grew up, in my DNA? Sometimes I think so. I would visit there more often, if we lived closer. I miss the place.
We pass through West Chicago on our way to spend a day with our grand children. Yesterday was a divinely beautiful day, autumnal sunshine, warm. As planned, I left the house in early morning, camera in hand to walk around West Chicago. After finding a place to park on downtown Main Street, I began my walk about toward the old homes along East Washington Street. A old home restored, continuing to afford shelter in the 21st century is impressive. The dwellings are a tangible link to generations that have come before. How satisfying to admire the beauty and proportion that our grandparents, perhaps great grandparents surely admired when they were alive.
Another feature of any hometown that has not been completely effaced by redevelopment are old churches. Religion has been a universal feature of all communities. I feel compelled to use the past tense, as our 21st century way of life is vacuously secular. We search for meaning in entertainment, instead of the traditional forms of communal ritual. I digress, as that would be another extended conversation.
I found St Mary’s Catholic Church just a short walk from East Washington Street. Photo’s were taken of the architecture, and several of the iconic statuary placed within convenient view. The statue of Joseph and the boy Jesus struck me as meaningful. We know something of the bond between a father and son, — most fathers honestly desire to make such bonds stronger and richer.
A parishioner departing the church noticed my contemplation of the statue. Passing close she spoke in a tone of voice, indicative of a bond between us. “That’s so beautiful,” she said as she genuflected in direction of the statue. A figure with substance, yes. Beautiful does not leap to mind though. Then again, I am not Catholic.
Across the street from St.Mary’s church is an old burial ground. I derive great pleasure to visit an old cemetery. I remember visiting a similar old cemetery in Oxford North Carolina, where the path to the center of the graveyard was still crowned with the ruts of the horse drawn carriages which conveyed the coffins to a final resting place. We are all connected by religion and by death. Could it be that religion is nothing more and nothing less than ritual that allows us to accept the loss that always comes? No one escapes the attrition.
I walked around the old West Chicago graveyard reading inscriptions on tombstones many dating to the early and mid 1800s. This country was in the throes of settlement, suffering a War Between the States, and finally the first World War fought in the trenches of Belgium and France. The great Chicago fire happened in 1871. My imagination caught fire while close to the graves reading the dates associated with spouses and their children, — all gone. They are gone but the impress of their lives continue as if an expanding wave of energy from a stone tossed into the quiet surface of a pond. Yes, this is a sacred place, precisely because I am connected to everyone who has lived. I am the crest of that advancing wave.
I was especially moved by the markers for children aged from a few months old, to just two or three years. In that day medicine offered no antibiotics. Contagious childhood disease was often deadly. Even for adults there were few painkillers to aid in treatment of injuries. Morphine was discovered in 1806 fifty years before the invention of the hypodermic syringe.
Walking around taking photos of what caught my eye, this is the last image that I captured. It is a sculpture situated prominently outside of the West Chicago Public Library.
Love Even More.
What about a tune, a ballad as requiem to the dead, and an anthem to celebrate the living ?!
My Little Town
By Simon and Garfunkel
In my little town
I grew up believing
God keeps his eye on us all
And He used to lean upon me
As I pledged allegiance to the wall
Lord, I recall
My little town
Coming home after school
Flying my bike past the gates
Of the factories
My mom doing the laundry
Hanging our shirts
In the dirty breeze
And after it rains
There’s a rainbow
And all of the colors are black
It’s not that the colors aren’t there
It’s just imagination they lack
Everything’s the same
Back in my little town
Nothing but the dead and dying
Back in my little town
Nothing but the dead and dying
Back in my little town
In my little town
I never meant nothin’
I was just my father’s son
Saving my money
Dreaming of glory
Twitching like a finger
On the trigger of a gun
Leaving nothing but the dead and dying
Back in my little town
Nothing but the dead and dying
Back in my little town
Nothing but the dead and dying
Back in my little town
2 thoughts on “Plague Journal, In My Hometown?”
“Take your strongest sons and kill the rest,
Sell your daughters ’cause we’re going West.
We’re heading for the Cumberland Gap, no crap !
We’re heading for the Cumberland Gap !
A comedic folksong by an entertainer of some notoriety, decades ago. Alas, the name is lost to me but surely would be remembered by many here. My once proud brain, offered by Stanford – Benet to be a vessel capable of storing vast amounts of information and making rapid and precise decisions of such information seems to be going the way of the persons and dates of the aforementioned headstones, often not just forgetting why I am in the kitchen but rather opening the wrong cabinet door with the grace and nonchalance of one passing through life unhindered by any dark notions of doubt. In the immortal words of Kurt Vonnegut; “So it goes”!
I do recall however one old and noble cemetery, at the outskirts of Morgantown, KY. where generations of my family have been buried, not unlike lemmings going over the cliff’s edge. The yet visible names and dates not ravaged by the humidity can still faintly be made out: 178?, 179?, and so on. It’s a very peaceful and scenic place, at a modest cliff dug through the ages by the Green River. When I sidetrack a journey to the Smokie Mountains to visit, I am always greeted with MY name or at least my PaPaa’s (Southern speak for, grandfather’s) initials on one of the tombstones, whose initials I share. I can’t put my finger on an emotion, but it is ‘interesting’. BTW; I of course have a plot there, but it is my choice not to be put in that cold, cold ground,
I feel a Buddhist prayer coming on but will save it for later. Remember – the Mortality Worm is chewing. Chew back!
Blessings
To quote a line uttered by Maximus in the movie Gladiator, directed by Ridley Scott: “Death smiles at all of us, and all we can do is smile back.”