Plague Journal, Limited Edition
This morning I feel compelled to write about this poem. The poem is entitled “Fool’s Gold.” Since a kid, I’ve been fascinated with fool’s gold. Iron pyrite is the less romantic term for the substance. It mimics the sheen of true gold but is worthless except in the imagination. The title of the poem reminds me of how much blood we’ve shed for gold. Gold is fungible power, life-force; something that we live for, and continue to murder for.
The lyric lines of the poem are snapshots of ordinary life. The workaday routine of it all impresses me as being the true gold of being, the just-being-alive, alive with others. Such sketches are priceless, irreducible to any market value. Included are all of the elements of human life in the widest spectrum: the warmth of a bucket seat, a Swingline gold stapler, the cloud of gnats, a pit bull mix, bitcoin fraud, and aspects of a life we’ve neglected to live.
Word came yesterday that the wife of a good friend is very ill in the hospital with coronavirus. I am reminded again, each life is a limited edition.
Fool’s Gold
by Ted Mathys
This morning I love everyone,
even Jerome, the neighbor I hate,
and the sun. And the sun
has pre-warmed my bucket seat
for the drive up Arsenal Street
with the hot car effect,
a phenomenon climatologists
use to explain global warming
to senators and kids.
I love the limited edition
Swingline gold stapler
in the oil change lounge
which can, like a poem,
affix anything to anything
on paper. One sheet of paper,
for instance, for that cloud of gnats,
one for this lady’s pit mix
wagging his tail so violently
I fear he’ll hurt his hips.
One sheet for glittered lip balm,
for eye contact, Bitcoin extortion
and the imperfect tense.
Sheets for each unfulfilled wish
I left in a penny in a mall fountain.
Sun spills into the lounge
through the window decal
in geometric Tetris wedges.
I have a sheet for Tetris,
its random sequence of pieces
falling toward me in this well
like color coded aspects of the life
I neglected to live, for the pleasure
of making line after line
disappear. The gold stapler
has twenty-sheet capacity
so I straighten my stack
on the reception counter
and staple the day together
with an echoing chunk.
Copyright © 2020 by Ted Mathys. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on March 31, 2020 by the Academy of American Poets.
The poets statement: “This poem is part of a series that explores family life, politics, and history through a unifying metaphor of the pursuit of gold. From the era of Spanish conquest to the present, gold is part of the story of American land, power, and resource extraction, a figure for capitalist accumulation and ostentation. But gold is also a durable cultural ideal found in wedding rings, chintzy staplers, edible gold flakes that are purported to have medicinal qualities. Gold is a contradiction, both a curse and a cure. And fool’s gold—iron pyrite—seems to operate the way that poems do, offering a virtual expression of the unattainable, a signature of pure experience.”
—Ted Mathys
Ted Mathys is the author of four books of poetry, including Gold Cure, forthcoming from Coffee House Press in 2020. He curates the 100 Boots Poetry Series at the Pulitzer Arts Foundation and teaches at Saint Louis University.