
Unmaking My Mind
Today is Thursday August 21st. My life is quite good. Others are not as fortunate. At Starbucks, the space is safe, I can search for, investigate anything of my choosing on the internet without fear of being fined. This is not Russia, not here, and not now, not yet. I enjoy reasonable good health for a 76 year old diabetic.
Today perhaps I will plant another white pine tree in our yard. The garden is winding down as the summer growing season wanes. For the afternoon I consider becoming more familiar with the poetry of Walt Whitman. I am also curious to explore the eighteenth century English poet and artist William Blake.
As a recovering Christian fundamentalist, I gravitate toward those who help me to “unmake” my mind. Dogma makes-up-the-mind about many things. I’ve been on this journey for many years, and I know I am likely to keep to the path until my last day. It is my fate, or a more congenial term would be my destiny and privilege.
I will return to responding to the Tao Te Ching verses tomorrow.
For today I’d like to share some ideas rehabilitating the concept of “soul,” a prominent feature of Christian discourse. There’s the story swallowed whole, the Apostle Paul’s notion of a personal essence or soul that ghost-like leaves one’s body at death, rising like a hot air balloon to “heaven”. In a future, (which never comes) the soul will be installed in a new and improved body, much as a body materializes from the transporter in a Star Trek scene. My point is to show the tale grows more outlandish as the story develops…
I have resisted using soul language as a recovering Christian literalist. However I understand that the concept of a “soul” might be a functional term that I simply cannot but use. I cannot do without it!
Here is what Tom Robbins the novelist had to say. I like it.
“If you need to visualize the soul,” wrote novelist Tom Robbins, “think of it as a cross between a wolf howl, a photon, and a dribble of dark molasses. But what it really is, as near as I can tell, is a packet of information.
Robbins concludes: “By waxing soulful you will have granted yourself the possibility of ecstatic participation in what the ancients considered a divinely animated universe.”
This rings true to my experience. A soul, your soul resonates to the force that animates everything, absolutely everything around, from the microscopic molecule, to the wheel of the galaxy. The soul is a receptor for what we refer to as the divine dimension of our lives. That is, – if we choose to pay attention. There is a divine echo. The soul is part of us that hears the music, and sometimes feels the terror. My soul “knows” the beauty of a bee working a late summer blossom and the distinctive sharp pitched idle note of an alcohol racing engine.
Here are a few soulful secrets about reality which I culled from a recent newsletter published by Rob Brezsny. I know that Rob would love to have you as a free subscriber. CLICK HERE
- Every conscious act is an act of magick.
- You will find beauty in everything when you look for it. Conversely, you have the power and the right to ignore beauty if you want to. But who wants to?
- In the long run, it’s healthiest to side with those who tell the most truth.
- Confucius said, “All wisdom is rooted in learning to call things by their right names.”
- Ssshhhh! Communication doesn’t solve everything. Do your best to communicate, anyway.
- William James said, “I will act as if what I do makes a difference.”
- No one is ever able to tell the whole truth. That is a package of a trillion trillion trillion facts known only to the Eternal Intelligence formerly known as “God.”
- Be kind to yourself. That is not the same as indulging yourself or spoiling yourself. It means conducting your inner monologue as though you were counseling a friend whom you dearly love.
- Look for an oracle who asks you the right questions.
- As Richard P. Feynman advised us, the first principle is that you must not fool yourself, and you are the easiest person to fool.
- Thoughts are inevitable but believing them is optional.
*The header image is a William Blake painting.
2 thoughts on “Unmaking My Mind”
Quite a post today. In some ways one might call it “soul-searching “ which seems quite appropriate. Certainly I think we would all like to believe we are a part of a greater sense of the world. That concept is important to peace of mind for a conscious and relatively salient creature such as we humans. We don’t need a religion context to feel we are “one” with nature or as Obi-Wan would say, “The Force is in you, feel it”. That’s not much different from that feeling we have of being connected to something unexplainable. Perhaps that is the elusive soul.
Yes!